good soup and yap
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Um, it is almost 5:00 p.m.and I just got out of bed and I will be making miso soup today.I was lying in bed for honestly the longest time.Oh, also I’m not wearing I’m not wearing makeup.I don’t know.Should I put a skin blurring filter over this?Maybe, maybe not.Who knows?That’s for editing me to decide.Boiled some water right now and we’re going to be making miso soup.I got this yesterday.It’s pretty easy to make.Besides the fact that I look like I just got out of the psych ward,this is how I normally look when I’m at home without makeup, without anything,just just chilling, doing my own thing and rotting in bed.This is this is this is me in my truest form.Um, anyways,off topic for miso soup.Tofu.I should probably out.We got We got tofu.I I can’t use all of it.because I’m not eating a jug full.I thought it expired already.I’m not good at cooking by any means.So, this is this will be a challenge.Let me try to set up my tripod.Oh [ __ ] I low key broke my tripod.
I have anger issues and I threw it down the stairs.But that’s on me.That’s that’s on me, guys.Um that’s my fault.So, for miso soup,we’re going to put Well, I didn’t eat anything today,so we’re going to put a lot of water.And then a lot of miso because I I really like soup, and soup is soup is my favorite thing in the world besides ramen.Going to start this.It’s not going to catch on fire, guys.I’m just going to open this normally.Oh, yeah.The reason why I’m making a video, like this is because people have, been asking me, where, where have you gone?Have you disappeared?Like why aren’t you posting more?And honestly,that that gives me a little bit of pressure because I I want to do well.And like yesterday, no,two days ago, I filmed a video and yesterday I was gonna edit,but then I decided that I looked kind of weird.And, when I kept looking at myself, while editing and like listening, to myself again and again,I was just like, “Bro,this is not it.” And I use my other like my regular phone to film it.
So then like the aesthetic or whatever, I don’t know.It’s just like these little bitty things that people don’t really care about,but I care about that.So, wait,am I supposed to keep this on?Don’t eat this.Okay.Oh, nice peel.That was a very satisfying peel.I’m just going to take like a chunk, no,two chunks of this.Just add it to the water, guys.Add it to the water.But honestly,the reason why I’m making a weird cooking video, that’s not really a cooking video, is because people, people said that they just want me to post something.And then I have to give the people what they want.So honestly, the whole thing,the ethos of my channel regardless is just me being myself.And yes, this is this is this is me in the rise version.Also, thank you.Thank you for 20K on YouTube.I did not think my channel would get that many subscribers,but that’s [ __ ] crazy.Thank you guys.You guys are pretty awesome.Oh [ __ ] it starts to fizzle.Oh [ __ ] Wait, wait,wait, wait.You’re not supposed to burn the miso.Wait,
I need to turn off the fire, because the miso apparently is the good fermenting like stuff for your body,the nutrients, and if you burn it by boiling the water too high,you’re just burning like all the healthy [ __ ], Or at least that’s what I’ve heard.Um, I’m going to I’m going to open this right here.Also, my sink is broken.There’s a rust in the sink, but I have to I need to find a plumber for that.And I I don’t know any plumbers, guys.Okay, hold on.I need to I need to drain this in the bathroom sink.Hold on.Tofu.I don’t know if you can even see it.I need to cut this,but I don’t know if I can show that on camera cuz, I don’t know YouTube regulations.So, I’m just going to do it on the side.This is This is I’m using this half, guys.Okay, the cubes are not cubing.And the rest I save for another day.I don’t know if this is how you’re supposed to deal with tofu,but this is what makes sense to me.Okay, now I’m going to boil it a little more,guys.A little bit more.Oh yeah,
I was filming another video and, I don’t know why I just kept thinking that I the way that I was like, portraying myself was just cringe, or just like weird, or not funny.Like I try to be funny but then I’m not funny and that’s not that’s not good.I don’t know.Like the funny thing is um my humor like, my humor is like cringey [ __ ] but like not everyone likes cringe.Like when I see cringy [ __ ] that makes me laugh.Like that’s funny to me.So then like I guess sometimes I portray myself a little bit cringey and, not everyone understands that it’s supposed to be not serious.I don’t know.Honestly, this lighting is terrible.the overhead lighting.And this video is by any means not by every single means imperfect.But at least we got some good soup.Good good soup.Damn, I look I look deranged.I need I need a fork for this.I mean, I need a spoon for this.I’m going to put this on the table.This is my kitchen drawer.One spoon on the way.I will be eating out of out of So hot.It smells really good, guys.
I know it doesn’t look that tasty, but she bar.I should have just gotten regular miso.I got red, white,and red.I don’t have much to talk about.I had my eyes done.So, fun fact.Tell me about yourself today.Would you would you like to share a fun fact with me as well?Okay, maybe.Okay, maybe not.Oh, yeah.Okay, I remember there’s there’s something that I can talk about.Recently, I watched this um anime called Taco Peas Original Sin.If you guys haven’t watched it, you should really watch it.It’s like a honestly, it’s a pretty triggering anime,but it’s psychological.And I would also say it’s a little bit horror because it’s like, yeah,it’s gory.It’s just a very dark anime.And if you’re into like, that like that type of genre that are very psychological,you you should watch it.I haven’t watched an anime that really tickled my brain in so long.Every other anime that is out recently, has always been pretty pretty like romance animes nowadays is like very, male oriented focused.
And for me, obviously I’m not a dude.I I like old shojo romance animes.No anime has has been like that in the recent years.But besides romance animes, my favorites are obviously psychological animes.That’s because, um I like to think, and I like to think about how, people affect each other and the world and society affects us.Yeah, it’s h maybe it’s because I’m an overinker.So then like once I watched these, things like oh like I could think, about more things but not in, like a intrusive, way more like a thoughtful like wow, that gave me new insight onto, like things that I didn’t know before.Also these days I kind of feel like a impostor almost.I mean at least on camera I seem like a [ __ ], doll because I put on a lot of makeup because, I I learned how to and it took me years to acquire that skill.So then I do that, but then it also makes me feel like I’m just not that.I just like when I look at myself in those videos or when I edit those videos,I just feel like, oh,that’s not me.
Even now I’m looking at the camera, I got my eyelids done,I still feel like, oh [ __ ] that’s that’s not me.I don’t know how much more yapping I can do.I I like I’m pretty quiet.I I just watch shows and play games.But oh yeah, school’s school’s starting soon.And this semester I have to go back or else it would be no good.It would not be good for me.Last semester I took two classes online and I flunked one.So then I had to withdraw and then the other one I passed, miraculous miraculously.But that’s that’s not that impressive.It’s a one class.Yeah.I need to finish my credits, at least to get associates first and then I’ll see what I’ll do from then on.Okay, guys.I I finished most of the soup.I’m going to save the rest for later.Um that that would be it for this video.I have no idea what’s going on.I I will make 20K special very soon.No promises though.Don’t hold me on that.Don’t I don’t know.I crumble under pressure.Please forgive me.Anyways, signing out.This is no longer human here.
Have a good day, guys.
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