cleaning my depression room yet AGAIN

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Hello, beautiful people of the internet.It’s no longer human here.Today, we will be cleaning my room.Technically, we will be cleaning the guest room.I have a friend from California coming over.They’re like a sibling to me, so we should clean it.I don’t want them to stay in a pig’s den.Right now,my actual room is pretty clean, is because I throw all my other clothes to the other room.So, this is this is what it looks like right now.Uh, it looks like a dumpster fire.And yeah, it’s about time to clean this up.This is stuff that I actually wear.Everything else I don’t wear and I need to sort into donation piles.A lot of this is all for donate, and then I need to sort out more, of this too and what I can sell, and not sell.The goal is to like list [ __ ] on Depot, and then sort out what I need to donate,what I need to sell, and then all of that cuz a lot of these clothes,some of them are my mom’s also a lot of them were mine from like middle school,high school when I had like a sheen phase.

We have today to clean this up.So yeah, we shall be sorting this out.The stuff on the bed is things that I wear.It’s not on my bedroom floor, but it’s on this bed’s bed.My room right now, it’s not that bad.Just like the makeup table is kind of messy,but everything else is like relatively okay.But the closet has not changed.It’s pretty bad.So, yeah,we shall also take care of this.I’m also thinking maybe I should, like install something like a, door for my cat here.But like this this makeshift tape is not going to work.My friend Elaine is coming to help, me sort this out cuz she likes she likes putting stuff on Depot for some reason.For me that’s like the biggest like like I hate doing that.It’s like the biggest pet peeve of mine like sorting out clothes.I don’t know why.I don’t know why.Thank you Elaine for coming to help me.This is all from the floor of the other closet.[ __ ] Hi vlog.I’m talking to Twitch chat over there, but we are going to sort all of this out.

We have some more [ __ ] that’s incoming, but my friend’s here.flop it.Oh my Jesus Christ.That’s so bad.I’m so sorry.>> Oh, hell no.My high school.Oh, hell [laughter] no.Get rid of that [ __ ] Get rid of that [ __ ] Oh my god.This was from my job.[laughter] >> From my catering job.>> Oh my BTS.Wait, she’ll vlog.My And it’s like B in the back.You think I need this, right?It’s like a job shirt.It’s like a college shirt.It’s like >> Oh, wow.>> Do you want the BTS shirt?>> No.[laughter] Get rid of it.>> This was me in first grade.>> Is this your mom’s or is your shirt?>> It’s mine.Mine.I [laughter] got this shirt yesterday.>> Grandpa.Grandpa pants.>> I got this for Yes.Style like a 2016 cuz I was like,“Oh my god.” Like I was saying like Korean [laughter] fashion back then.>> Also like kind of work pants.>> Oh no.This was definitely work pants.>> Yeah.I’m assuming you don’t need this.>> No.>> Do you think this [laughter] OR NO.>> NO.>> Just donate it.Just donate it.Just donate it.

What is We should bring.>> Okay.Donating bag number one.I have some health.>> Oh, no.That’s my medical record.Wait, that’s from Wait,give it to me.This is from when I went to the war.When did I ever get this?Look, look,look, look.>> Maybe it’s for cosplay, too.Is it?>> Why is there like two gemstones?[laughter] Oh, I got this in Japan.Looks like >> But can you sell this for me?cuz like I thought it was like a single skirt,but it’s like a it’s like short skirt, not it’s really cute.It’s just like I think it’s a little too long for me.I was in China and then I went swimming with my mom’s friend’s husband and son.[laughter] >> What?I went swimming with my mom’s friend’s husband and son.>> What is happening?[laughter] And then we went to a water park and then I was on the slide.And then back then I was so young it just like completely [laughter] fell.>> It looks big.>> I know.It looks like it fits me now.But back then [laughter] >> it just fell on and I still remember.

I’m like, “Oh my god,that was so fell off like you had to go.” No.I WAS JUST LIKE [laughter] >> I JUST like, >> Do you think your um your followers want to buy this clothes?>> I don’t know.[laughter] Visit Elaine’s depot.>> Third bag done.Stop donating.>> We were cleaning and then she found my old wig stash.>> So scary, bro.>> She thought there was someone’s [ __ ] >> I was like, what is this?Scared.>> I think I >> This looks mangled.>> I I tried like cutting it.Wow.This was in 2022.The title says I am a clown.What is my relationship with myself and how could have I did better?Like on the other side it says [snorts] affirmations for myself.I deserve love.I deserve all the good [laughter] things.>> That’s cute.That’s cute.>> Sorry guys.This is what we got so far.All of these to donate.All of these.But we have more.This is my trash bag.This is another thing of my mom’s.It’s so cute.>> She used to have style, guys.She used to got style.>> Damn, baddy.Should I put it in this pile?

Yo, you’re struggling for real.Yo, this is like [laughter] time to weightlift,guys.Time for us to start weightlifting.>> Heavy as hell, bro.>> I don’t even know if I can through the door.>> YOU GOT IT.YOU GOT IT.I believe in you.Come on, Garly.Pop.You got it.This is This is manual.>> I’m making you [laughter] work.I’m making her work.[ __ ] >> How do you feel?I’m never going to work out again.[laughter] How long has it been?Let’s see.Time track.It’s been It’s been an hour.It’s actually pretty clean.Surprised.>> Why do you not have any of the normal left?>> Huh?Wait, I have another pair.Look, look,look, look.>> Oh, nice.>> Oh my god.Wait, there’s so dirt.Oh my god.Wait.Ew.There’s like some weird [ __ ] on it.>> E.I think you can get rid of this.>> Hey, that’s my recital.Rec piano.>> This was from when I was five or six or seven.>> Acne still.>> Damn.You You bought it like that.>> Well, this is my ex’s.[laughter], HE SAID HE LOST HIS shirt like so long ago and I guess we found it now.

You think he’ll still want this?Uh, I don’t know.Um, who wants this?You want to sell this?>> No, I don’t want to touch it.I can dirty.[laughter] >> Okay, donation.It goes prep.[laughter] >> [ __ ] [ __ ] these prep places.I [ __ ] pee.I don’t know why.Like we never threw [ __ ] out.Like when we whenever we moved, we just like kept everything.>> Try to haul all of that down the stairs into the other room.Um, >> do you need me to like record you going down?>> Record me going down.I I guess.>> Okay, I got it.Okay.>> Yay.Okay.I’m going to hold this these stuff down and then Yeah.Hello, Twitch.Okay.Update.We got rid of a lot of clothes.We have like nine bags of [ __ ] So, this is how many bags that we’re donating.10 trash bags.Clothes.I’ve accumulated, so much because of the fact that I never got rid of them while I moved.I haven’t like got rid of anything since since like elementary school.So, everything has just stack stacked up and I’m a [ __ ] hoarder.So, yeah.Hi, Zola.What you doing?

Nothing, I guess.But yeah, this is what it looks like.It looks a little [ __ ] crazy,but donating all of this whenever I can is in my room.>> Hello.>> Well, the Maya sw.So, this is what the closet’s looking at like right now.It is just mostly trash now.Apple clothes are gone.This video is sponsored by Stasis.So, my friend takes stimulants like at all while they help her focus.from what she has told me, plus hanging out with her,she gets super irritable and by the afternoon,her energy would always just like completely crash, and she has a really hard time winding down at night.So, I wanted to help and I had her try stasis.It’s a two-part daily supplement with a daytime and a nighttime formula.So, after a few weeks,she told me that the crash did not feel as bad,like it got way less intense and she felt more like herself throughout the day.She is still on Adderall, but with the conjunction of this supplement,it helps her so much more.She also said that it’s way easier.

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So, this is what it looks like after day one.Um, mopped everything,vacuumed everything,and the rest I just need to hang it up on my on my actual my coat rack.And then this is the laundry.Going to take out the laundry tomorrow.But yeah, we’ll we’ll continue tomorrow.For the most part, everything is like done.So, pretty proud of myself.and Elaine.Thank you, Elaine.Hey, party people.Let me show you guys the update.So, right now,we put a lot of stuff in here.And then this is the laundry.And in this closet, um everything that needs to be gone is finally gone.Lord.Um well,the thing is we still need to like actually take the stuff to the donation bins.So, right now everything is still chilling.Like everything is still chilling downstairs, but when I got time,I’m going to drop it off.Yes.And oh, hello,Solah.Um, this is what the bed looks like right now.All of these are like my dresses that I actually do wear.I’m going to hang them up, but before that,I’m going to take the laundry down.

Like, this is actually crazy.We had like we had like another bag that we had to put down,but let’s do laundry.I look like I look like a pineapple right now.Oh yeah.All this cat hair off of this.Oh, I washed it,but I don’t think it’ll do anything.What I need is a new lint roller.I mopped yesterday and today.I don’t want it to be dusty in here.That’s That’s the thing.cuz like every single time I clean I get like [snorts] snipples, like I have like dust allergies.Okay, I will be folding all of these.Well, hang these up now.Uhhuh.I got the Holland drink again.Holland.Holland.When I get ready in a rush,I [clears throat] just [gasps] I just keep like plopping, everything in the other room.That’s why it’s like so disorganized.I’m so sorry.I want to expand my collection.Collection.I should be doing it more neatly, but I’m so lazy.It’s all thanks to Elaine that I organize this [ __ ] Why did I >> I’m crying,bro.Oh my god.What is doing?Yo yo yo yo yo.This cat’s tweaking.She tweaking.

We’re back here again.It’s gotten really messy cuz similar to how, I keep picking clothes and then I’m like kind of late and [ __ ], [snorts] I rush like the makeup process half the time.So there’s like [ __ ] everywhere.I’m just like I need to wipe down everything.There’s so much hair in here because I do my hair at the station, too.It’s just like everything is just like h powder everywhere, hair everywhere.Kind of nasty.Not even spring cleaning, it’s summer cleaning.I know I’ll feel better in my space after I clean,but it’s just like genuinely like it’s so overwhelming when it’s like, when you just got to start,you know?[snorts], So then like you just keep putting it off and then you never end up starting.You never end up starting.It’s okay.I [snorts] made a deal with my friend.We help each other clean and keep each other responsible.I don’t know why.Like, I feel like I can’t do [ __ ] unless someone’s like,“Do it right now.” Like, I’m so bad at like disciplining myself.

But I need gentle parenting.I [snorts] need gentle parenting.You know what?This is good enough for now.This is decently put together.And let’s wash the brushes.And then, hallelujah.I also move this here.You know what slightly pisses me off?It’s like people ask me for makeup tutorial,but you guys don’t even wash your goddamn brushes.Like, they’re like,“How do you get a smooth base?” Wash your brushes.If you have so much foundation that accumulates over time,you’re putting germs on top of germs on top of germs.Like, come on,guys.Come on.Let’s use Let’s use our common sense.I literally use Dawn dish soap.Wash my sponge right before application.Every time I do my makeup, but the brushes,I wash it like maybe once, twice a week.Oh my god, my hair is so greasy.This one and me are either just a little dream when we together forever forever.Like regular soap isn’t enough.I dish soap is the strongest.And my cat is running around like a crazy person in the background.

Some people buy those like brush scrubbing thingies, but I just use my hand.You don’t really need that.Just make sure you get all the gunk out.Okay, time to get the laundry back up.I changed shirts cuz I’ve been cleaning in this and now it feels dirty.You know what I mean?It just feels like kind of bad.[snorts] But um makeup table cleaned.Uh the cabinets.H I don’t need to clean it.It’s all right.It’s It’s not bad.I I don’t think that needs cleaning.But let’s put the sheets on on the other side and then [snorts] we’re done.I can’t believe it.Use this laundry mesh to haul up everything.Okay.What am I?I think I have serious dust allergies.It’s like bad.Like I literally have to lift this whole thing up.Use my knee for support.Did I put this on the wrong way?Breath.[ __ ] And this always happens to me.Have to start over.I’m good.Okay.You [snorts] know what?This is as good as as I can make it.Um, yeah.Okay.You know what?I think I deserve wind down with some anime.

I’m watching Ramparts of Ice right now.It’s really cute.Very relatable.[snorts] Um, yeah.And that is it for the cleaning video.I am exhausted.Ah, it’s been It took two days.Took two days to clean everything.So,I hope you guys are proud of me and a big thank you to Elaine, for helping me out.So, thank you.>> So, it’s so nice and clean,right?Right.Okay.Bye, vlog.

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